just one word,

You...

just one sentence,

I Love U

- LittleHF -

04.12.10

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- cinta memang tak harus memiliki, ya kan sayang? -

tanpa aku sadari
apa yang aku beri
tanpa aku mengerti
hingga kau lumpuhkan hati

takdirkah semua ini
akhir sesal dihati
tak bisa asa ku pergi
meski kau tak ku miliki

ku puja ku damba yang ku rasa
ku tahu aku yang kedua mungkinkah ku yang utama

ku tahu kaupun mencinta ku dan dia 

20.11.10

Because life must go on...


You hear it dear?

14.11.10

pain...
suffer...
loneliness...
senseless...
suicide...


the evil is the front of you...


- desperate -

10.11.10

This would be my last salvation

Momentum changes it all

I just want to live another seven years

To glimpse, my friends to be someone

I treasure our regard

I can feel it's time to concede

Compassion fades away

In following years, she might say

What will I do without you, my dear friends?

All that reactions, are vanishing

Our worship far away

A farewell is the only word

And an embrace is the last sense

As the sun goes down

As my empathy laid to rest

And I shall bury my parts and memories with me

- forsaken - 

24.10.10

i try to pass this graveyard to see you again

it's been six years past through my life without you by my side

the day you die, and leave me forever

it feels like it happened yesterday

all those bad memories just still stuck inside of me

being the dark shadow that always snares me with endless pain

this lonelyness guides me to end my life

that always limp and fragile without you

here i'am, in front of your broken grave

with a gun in my right hand prepare to finish

all this guilty feelings

please don't leave me alone

i'm so desperate and broken

the only thing that appears in my head

just a suicide away

this gun fully loaded

just like they wish for me

a wish that's gonna make me see you again

in heaven

- wish of a lonely man -