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Sabtu, 04 Desember 2010


Bagaimana caranya?
Kusampaikan berita ini...

- cinta memang tak harus memiliki, ya kan sayang? -

Jumat, 26 November 2010

tanpa aku sadari
apa yang aku beri
tanpa aku mengerti
hingga kau lumpuhkan hati

takdirkah semua ini
akhir sesal dihati
tak bisa asa ku pergi
meski kau tak ku miliki

ku puja ku damba yang ku rasa
ku tahu aku yang kedua mungkinkah ku yang utama

ku tahu kaupun mencinta ku dan dia 

Sabtu, 13 November 2010



the evil is the front of you...

- desperate -

Selasa, 09 November 2010


This would be my last salvation
Momentum changes it all
I just want to live another seven years
To glimpse, my friends to be someone

I treasure our regard
I can feel it's time to concede
Compassion fades away
In following years, she might say

What will I do without you, my dear friends?
All that reactions, are vanishing
Our worship far away
A farewell is the only word

And an embrace is the last sense
As the sun goes down
As my empathy laid to rest
And I shall bury my parts and memories with me

- forsaken - 

Sabtu, 23 Oktober 2010


i try to pass this graveyard to see you again
it's been six years past through my life without you by my side
the day you die, and leave me forever
it feels like it happened yesterday

all those bad memories just still stuck inside of me
being the dark shadow that always snares me with endless pain
this lonelyness guides me to end my life
that always limp and fragile without you

here i'am, in front of your broken grave
with a gun in my right hand prepare to finish
all this guilty feelings

please don't leave me alone
i'm so desperate and broken
the only thing that appears in my head
just a suicide away

this gun fully loaded
just like they wish for me
a wish that's gonna make me see you again
in heaven

- wish of a lonely man -