i try to pass this graveyard to see you again
it's been six years past through my life without you by my side
the day you die, and leave me forever
it feels like it happened yesterday
all those bad memories just still stuck inside of me
being the dark shadow that always snares me with endless pain
this lonelyness guides me to end my life
that always limp and fragile without you
here i'am, in front of your broken grave
with a gun in my right hand prepare to finish
all this guilty feelings
please don't leave me alone
i'm so desperate and broken
the only thing that appears in my head
just a suicide away
this gun fully loaded
just like they wish for me
a wish that's gonna make me see you again
in heaven
- wish of a lonely man -
