tanpa aku sadari
apa yang aku beri
tanpa aku mengerti
hingga kau lumpuhkan hati

takdirkah semua ini
akhir sesal dihati
tak bisa asa ku pergi
meski kau tak ku miliki

ku puja ku damba yang ku rasa
ku tahu aku yang kedua mungkinkah ku yang utama

ku tahu kaupun mencinta ku dan dia 

20.11.10

Because life must go on...


You hear it dear?

14.11.10

pain...
suffer...
loneliness...
senseless...
suicide...


the evil is the front of you...


- desperate -

10.11.10

This would be my last salvation

Momentum changes it all

I just want to live another seven years

To glimpse, my friends to be someone

I treasure our regard

I can feel it's time to concede

Compassion fades away

In following years, she might say

What will I do without you, my dear friends?

All that reactions, are vanishing

Our worship far away

A farewell is the only word

And an embrace is the last sense

As the sun goes down

As my empathy laid to rest

And I shall bury my parts and memories with me

- forsaken -